Silvia hadnt been to the border of Helidos in a long while. She had been in these lands before but this time it was nerbve racking. Silvia raised her head looking at the darkening border, it was almost dark by the time she had reached Helidos. She wasn't sure if she would even be allowed back in, she had left and returned. It wasn't right what she had done, and she knew Helidos was forgiving but how forgiving was the question. The nerves had made Silvia start to pace and pacing only made her body hurt more. She had been wandering for quite some time trying to figure out if she's could go back to Helidos or not.  She had decided to stop at the border by the time I was getting close to dusk and call out anyway. Maybe she could at least speak to some of her friends in Helidos again even if she wasn't accepted. It cheered her up a bit to think that maybe a few would be kind to her. She stopped pacing and took in a breath.  She let it fill her lungs and leave calmimg her nerves. She opened her mouth and took in another lungfull of air before letting out a howl. It was soft at first but grew into a loud howl letting any wolf know she was there and in need of acceptance. She felt the nerves brin fire to her stomach as she waited for a wolf to come greet her. She hoped It was a wolf she knew and not one that would bite off her head and toss her aside like she was nothing. Silvia had been nothing for a long long time, and the only place she felt she was a real wolf was in Helidos. The memories were lovely, she had missed a lot of wolves in Helidos. The on she had missed the most was Azul. He had been so kind to her, he had actually taken the time to listen to her. She felt a kick of happiness thinking of Azul. She hoped soon that she would see him again along with all of her friends in Helidos. Waiting was the hardest part and she knew it wouldn't take long but she still didn't want to wait. She sighed and looked into Helidos hoping this would be her home again.

(Gah I hope this is long enough)

Silvia looked around her white head moving from side to side as she felt eyes on her. She hadn't heard any wolf approach so she wasn't sure if she just had a feeling or not. Silvia hoped she had not woken any wolves, it was kind of late. Flicking her ears she waited wondering if a grumpy wolf would show up. It would be my own fault. Maybe I should have waited until morning. she thought to herself her tail flicking back and forth. The white she-wolf would be familiar to some but not all, she didn't want any wolves to be upset at her. She felt her stomach start to become upset with nerves again as she thought about her old friends being upset at her. Maybe she had heard something, to her left she heard the bush move. Silvia frowned so!e fear showing In her light blue gaze. What if it was a wolf? She took in a breath through her nose, not smelling any predators. She did smell another wolf and her tail swished happily. She wondered who it was, her curiostiy almost getting the better of Silvia. She wanted to know but she knew better not to step over the border line. It was a big no and she would get in trouble. Silvia could still feel the eyes on her and just as she thought she saw them the wolf stepped out. Silvia jumped as the female stepped out and gasped slightly . "Oh you gave me a start." she said her heart still pounding in her chest. Silvia stared at the female before her and her blue eyes widened. It couldn't be? Juno? She blinked in surprise unsure if she was seeing things correctly. Did she recognize her? Silvia wasn't sure if she did. Her heart sunk a bit as she heard her say miss. Although Juno seemed to have some recognition. A happy look came to Silvia's features as she sat and decided to answer. "I am Silvia. I was in these lands for some time a while back." she said hoping that the beta would recognize her name. Silvia was a little fearful the beta would not recognize her and perhaps cast her away. Only time would tell, she waited for Juno to speak her nerves a tight bundle in her stomach.

Silvia nodded her white head at the beta female when she apologized. Apologizing to Silvia was a poliet thing and it made her feel warm on the inside. She would have felt much happier just seeing the beta smile which she did. To Silvia it wasn't Juno it was Silvia's own fault for not paying attention well enough.  She watched the black wolf before give an amused grin and it again made Silvia feel like she was at home. She felt her tail wagging for a moment in true happiness but had to show some respect so she held still. "I should have been paying attention more. It was my own fault for being startled." She said her blue eyes bright with many emotions. This was her home, and she truly did miss it. She wasn't sure how Juno would react to her words but she did hope for the best. She felt excited as Juno exclaimed her name. "No need to feel bad it is hard to forget when you have so many white wolves in one place. I would forget to after all." She said, her laugh bright despite the darkness closing in on them. Silvia took note that all dominance had left Juno and she was now standing in a more friendly way. Silvia relaxed a bit more feeling more friendly than she had been for the past few months. She hated being on her own and was glad to return to a home she knew best. Silvia looked over Juno seeing the confusion in her eyes and she had a good feeling it was because of why she left. Silvia had left because she had felt she wasn't a good attribute to the pack, but after leaving she had realized she was. Silvia had felt afraid to comeback in fear of the worst. "Of course I will stay around. It was wrong of me leave the time before. I am happy to call this my home once more!" She said after hearing Juno's words. She was glad that she had not asked about what had happened in her journey or why she had left. Silvia knew it was her job to ask but she may have been going easy on Silvia. "I have missed everyone terribly. I didn't think anyone would want to see me." she said hearing about how some wolves would be happy to see her. Helidos was perfect for her, and she wouldn't leave this time not for a long long time. Only death would depart her this time.