Teeku's thoughts were whirling as he padded through the thick greenery which surrounded the Kou'hai river. His dull amber gaze staring forward, showing how lost he was. Life had held little meaning for the brute since Rose's passing. She'd been his dearest friend, the wolf he came to for everything. Now she was gone, and he was struggling to cope with the loss. His appetite had been low, to almost non existent, his motivation to move poor. The only thing that had gotten him up and out of his den on this very day was the urge to lap up some fresh water. Setting out, Teeku had headed towards the river. Feeling a craving for the crisp, chilly waters. Tongue running over his teeth, Teeku pads forward in a swift motion. Long limbs carrying him with ease, Teeku slowed as he neared the waters. Pushing through the trees, he is met with a burst of warm wind. Pausing he closes his eyes, inhaling softly he sighs. Are you watching me? He wonders looking to the brilliant blue sky. His mother had once told him of a place wolves go when they died. A place where they could live in peace, a place where they could watch over those they loved.
Shaking the thought away, Teeku blinked open his dull gaze. His eyes catching the movement of something white across the river. Rose? He thought. No she's dead... he reminded himself. Yet he could not help but head towards the white form. Pausing at the river bank Teeku looks around. He wasn't one for swimming, a bad experience as a pup making him weary of water. So instead he found some stones and leapt across, landing softly on the muddy banks. Here he quickened his pace, nose twitching as he sought out the wolf he was sure he'd seen. It didn't take long for him to push through the greenery and spot the white form. Heart pounding in his chest, Teeku took a closer look. There, there she was.... but it wasn't Rose. Of course not, she was dead. No it was a different fae, one Teeku had seen around camp, yet never spoken with. Her fur just as brilliantly white as Rose's. Heart aching with disappointment, Teeku remains partially hidden in the brush. His dull amber eyes watching as the fae took to rolling about on the ground. He might of just turned and left too. But the fae's behavior, so carefree pup like even. It reminded him of Rose, cause when she wasn't being the Alphess, she was just as carefree.